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Results of the competition...

Though You cannot see the results on the webpage yet, I have already got the mail from the jury... That girl that was on the third place, Jenny, has won. She is a photographer and she made a photo exhibition at home to support her campaign. Well done!

It doesn't mean I didn't become sad. I did. Really a lot. This was a chance and this was something I was just thinking only about this in almost one month and now this feeling... Too many dreams, too many hopes.

I felt like it was the first time when I failed like this. Before I got everything I was striving for. But then understood that it was not actually the first time. First failure happened in 2006 when I didn't pass the entrance exam to Kiev-Mohyla Academy, one of the best Ukrainian universities. I was also crying then like now:) But I don't regret that anymore as I got into another institute that was not good enough and made me leave it and try to enter a university here in Sweden. If I was a student of Kyiv-Mohyla Academy I would not leave it for Sweden:) That is for sure!

So... When one door closes another should open soon. So I hope and I am sure that I will find it!
Anyway, during these weeks I felt so much support from everybody that I need to say that even if I haven't got this apartment this competition was one of the most emotional things this year. I felt really so much of positive emotions and I thank you all a lot one more time! It was really unbelievable!
Loosing is also an art.

So I love you all a lot and now if I could just spend the friday evening eating chips and candies, watching movies with my boyfriend I would feel the happiest person in the world:)

So I love you all a lot and now if I could just spend the friday evening eating chips and candies, watching movies with my boyfriend I would feel the happiest person in the world:)

Comments

It would be nice to live in such a nice place.. a have only shity Russian flats in shity Russian buildings..